welcome to my site! my name is anathema-v, or ana for short. i am a chronic oversharer and internet loser, and i plan to use this site as an outlet for my oversharing.

i like the internet for many reasons: it's a means to archive, to communicate, to learn, to scream into the void. however, i've grown to feel that most platforms of existance on the internet fail to carry out these things i like: snapchat (et al) doesn't preserve jack; clear communication fails in callout-focused, cliquey sites like twitter and tumblr; and the rise of shortform content, video or otherwise, makes it difficult to learn anything beyond the tip of the iceberg.

my current site host of choice, neocities, still has these issues to some degree, what with the site comments and followers schtick, but it's a hell of a lot better, as i can turn a lot of these undesired features off. i've tried to design my site to capture the previously stated things i like about the internet: i have archival projects, massively overshare-y logs, etc. the communication element isn't really there, but i'm generally not really a communication-suited person. my social skills have been on a decline since middle school, and i'm barely able to keep friends these days, let alone make them. that's okay though; i have enough people-time just reading profiles and bios and opinions on the web.

if you want a better idea of what my deal is, read internet love. both tenma and uno are so me for real.

faves

2 cool 2 be 4gotten (2016) asteroid city (2023) dune (1984) fight club (1999) fehérlófia (1981) i saw the tv glow (2024) lilies (1996) liquid sky (1982) lost highway (1997) mababangong bangungot (1977) maurice (1987) my own private idaho mysterious skin (2004) nope (2022) the watermelon woman (1996) андрей рублёв (1966) игла (1988) кин-дза-дза! (1986) месть (1989) 麻將 (1996) 살인의 추억 (2003)
dirk gently's holistic detective agency gravity falls over the garden wall severance twin peaks ways of seeing we are lady parts
akira chainsaw man devilman crybaby dungeon meshi ghost in the shell internet love! jujutsu kaisen liar satsuki can see death lily system link click love bullet memories mob psycho 100 no. 5 opus paranoia agent princess arete revolutionary girl utena serial experiments lain tekkonkinkreet the summer hikaru died the tatami galaxy
ajj - knife man ajj - christmas island allos musica ensemble - gnossine boxcutter - it's more like embracing boxcutter - the ruthless criticism of all that exists car seat headrest - twin fantasy crystal castles - crystal castles death grips - the money store dzeltenie pastnieki - alise dzeltenie pastnieki - vienmēr klusi foxygen - take the kids off broadway godspeed you black emperor - lift your skinny fists like antenna to heaven bok, muir, & trickett - harbors of home have a nice life - deathconsciousness jack stauber - finite form my chemical romance - three cheers for sweet revenge nymb - novembre predawka - erynias ryuchi sakomoto - thousand knives tempers - private life the postal service - give up thee silver mount zion memorial orchestra - he has left us alone but shafts of light sometimes grace the corner of our rooms... vundabar - gawk vundabar - smell smoke weatherday - come in аквариум - синий альбом аквариум - радио африка депутат балтики - полупетроградская акустика дурное влияние - неподвижность кино - 45 кино - ночь кино - в кино кино - звезда по имени сольнце кофе - баланс янка - стыд и срам 死んだ僕の彼女 - 6 songs from the happy valley 退格 - ants corrupt elephant
  • balliet, blue - chasing vermeer
  • billingsley, franny - the folk keeper
  • gazemaize - chili and the chocolate factory
  • heartscape, porpentine charity - serious weakness
  • jackson, shirley - we have always lived in the castle
  • kazbek, katya - little foxes took up matches
  • leguin, ursula k - the left hand of darkness
  • liu, cixin - remembrance of earth's past series
  • mckinley, robin - the hero and the crown
  • milford, kate - greenglass house
  • muir, tamsyn - the locked tomb series
  • palahniuk, chuck - fight club
  • priest, cherie - i am princess x
  • sage, angie - septimus heap series
  • steinbeck, john - to a god unknown
  • tartt, donna - the goldfinch
  • white, t. h. - the once and future king
ggdg - cucumber quest johnston, antony - wasteland kibuishi, kazu - amulet morrison, zack - paranatural smith, jeff - bone smith, jeff - rasl walden, tillie - on a sunbeam
ggdg - lady of the shard snattacat - escape velocity
bois, jon - 17776 graves, max - what happens next hussie, andrew - homestuck
counterfeit monkey spider & web the wizard sniffer
amidst the sky cataractae
disco elysium fallen london
i've trained in seido karate since the age of eight. at the end of october 2024, i successfully tested for the rank of kari shodan. my favorite parts of the art would probably be kata and yakusoku kumite. i'm not big on sparring, but i try to do it.

i'm also a big fat nerd who's on my school's math team. math is consistantly my lowest grade, and i do poorly on most competitions, but i still like it a lot.

my best friend and i often go on aimless journeys around local wilderness areas. i suppose you could call that urban exploration.

and, of course, i dabble in web design :)
  • 1980s soviet underground music/art scene
  • history, particularly in swana, central asia, and the former eastern bloc
  • constructivist and brutalist architecture
  • manufacturing processes of common goods
  • archives & database technology
  • telecommunications & radio technology
  • nuclear technology
  • natural landscapes and how people have changed them.
  • abandoned places

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