hung out w/ my best friend. we went to the museum, then the bookstore, then a cafe, and then said goodbye. all of this w/ a bunch of wandering in between. had a good time. god we have less than a month left of being fifteen.
14 january
these girls tried to talk to me in gym and i freaked tf out and utterly embarrassed myself. i don't think i was designed to have friends. my trigbc score is on the rise so that's nice i guess.
15 january
apcsp and hush finals were p chill. went home (early!) and had lunch and studied my ass off for math and chem. i'm so fucking tired you could not believe.
16 january
finals today were lightwork. mega stressed about spanish (i have not studied until tonight) and trigbc. also i'm so fucking tired still. and my eating schedule is messed up from having lunch at 2. one good thing from today: this girl i'm kinda friends with got her friends to let me hang out w/ them in gym—kinda stressful but fun. we played this "kiki or bouba" game—very vibes-based. god i can't wait for the weekend.
17 january
woke up at 4 and rambled to myself in broken spanish to “study”. spanish final was lowkey fun—i like writing sometimes i guess. math was chiller than i thought it would be. i knew for a fact that i got a problem or two wrong, but that's okay; i ended with a 93.9. helped w/kids board breaking. this four-day weekend is going to be so cracked: severence season 2, paranatural ch 9, birthday! i really want to do website work. or at least plan it out or something.
18 january
good saturday kids classes at the dojo. was going to have some leftover pizza that one of the kid's dad brought yesterday, but it was all meat. went to the bagel place; forgot my debit pin and had to pay in change (completely embarrassing). took two classes—practiced a lot of the yakusoku 5 armbar/spin, but i still suck at it. mom took the second class w me. went home and tried to code, but gave up ughhh. finished a disco elysium fanfic.
19 january
programmed my new index and the basis for the new site layout. discovered publicdomainreview.org and promptly signed myself up for their newsletter. went to the art institute w my best friend. she forgot her state id the first time we got to the bus stop, so we had to walk all the way back to her apt to get it for free entry. it was in the single digits today :(. oh she got a septum piercing yesterday for her birthday. we saw the miniature rooms, an exhibit on basket weaving in the textile gallery, and the japanese prints. v fun day i love to code.
20 january
dojo no school day camp. taught a chaotic white belt class. we had a really good bo class, yay! hung out in the lobby to supervise arts and crafts. at a kid's request, my friend/coworker made a karate word search. the floor in there became a disaster zone, but the kids were good at cleaning it up. went home — dad drove me both ways bc of the cold — and tried to do hush notes, but i had terrible cramps out of nowhere, went to lie down, and ended up napping until 8:30. read dungeon meshi and fell asleep.
21 january
birthday! woke up at 4 bc of my nap the previous evening. mom made pancakes before she went to work, which was super nice. grinded out my history notes and got a bunch of site code done (yay for the coding, not for the notes). went out to lunch at udupi palace; it was wonderfully empty. came home and coded a whole bunch more. had "dinner" (guacamole toast) at ~7:30. had olive oil polenta cake a little after than. yum.
22 january
very chill first day of the semester (early dismissal). my us history teacher is out sick, and my english teacher is out indefinitely for reasons unknown. we're doing volleyball in gym; i suck ass at it. had to wait 30 minutes for the bus going home.
29 january
today was lunar new year, and my math teacher gave us candy :)
30 january
got unreasonably happy about a bogo sale at the 7/11 i frequent.
31 january
had to leave trigbc for the yearbook club photo, which took forever bc our club sponsor didn't show for like 20 mins. we had a quiz, so that was super stressful to take late. my teacher was super nice about it though, and she seems to genuinely want me back in math team. got some practice sheets for next week's contest. thennn we had yearbook deadline night. v v fun and productive—i really needed that time to hang out w one of my friends who's also in yearbook. ugh i have so much homework due next week.
1 february
stayed up to ~10:40 last night and got so tired today. literally felt like jello in blue-black belt class. found out about tilde sites and geeked tf out. suffered through a section of us history notes.
3 february
almost cried in spanish class. i hate being this affected by having to talk about myself.
4 february
went to math team for the first time in a while bc i want to go to the contest this thursday. saw some kinda-friends there that i haven't seen in a while, which was nice. went to the dojo, had an ok sparring class + a fun bb class. got 0 hw done, and i have 3 tests tomorrow oh joy.
5 february
hell day hell day. the us history quiz turned out to be a full-on test, which was fun and awsome... chemistry i know i got at least on question wrong *le sighe*. spanish quiz was fine and he didn't even actually grade it. math was fun, and so was gym surprisingly. saw a woman wearing an eva hoodie on the bus home.
6 february
soooo frigging icy. went to the math contest, expecting to have a good time, and left wanting to kms. i think i've stopped being an equal person.
14 february
valentines day! this girl i'm barely friends with gave me a chocolate :3. had an absolutely hellish math quiz; stayed for 25 mins after the bell. went to the cinema with my dad, and when we came out it was snowing...ethereal.
chill day at school. they finally got us a permanent english sub. she's kinda intense and awkward. in spanish we listened to this song "tan solo tu", and it was so kawoshin.
19 february
thought i lost my earbuds, but they were in the laundry—still working, even after the water!